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Playlist for today:
Diorama - Advance (Remix)
Diorama - E-Minor
Vicious Crusade - Dancing on the Ledge
Oomph - Niemand
Wumpscut - Angel
Destroid - Bittersweet Fate
Serj Tankian - Baby
Warum tut es so weh? this fucking heart! I have only one big desire - to tear it out and throw away! Who needs it actually? it can only make the pain, bleeds and prevent to breath. Can someone stop it to beat??? I cant hear this sound in my ears anymore. I really go crazy. My head fills with the blood, that pulses and seems to tear it to pieces. Again only black color, to absorb the light from outside because to produce my own I am not able. Do I say that I am bad? No! It is the fact that I have to adapt and go on to live the life like a dream, in a white coma. Its said that heart cant hurt, because it is just a piece of meat, that hurts only the soul. But my soul is not here, she is far away, is flying somewhere, drinks sunlight and smiles. She refuses from me a long time ago, because she doesnt want to live in distress all the time and have nothing with this body, closed in the fetters of fate. It is really sad, that I also cant refuse from myself, be someone else, who loves and is loved, who lives and breaths, and dont dying in tragedy. I am not sorry about myself and dont try to paint it in black, I am just BAD. Yes, I feel myself down and emotional dead. All. The End. Want nothing anymore.
Keep quite, like promised! Although want to scream!!! No names, no reasons - just the present. But who needs this promises? Seems only that one, who they has made.
I know that paradise exist. I saw it and it was not imagination or illusion, but reality. I have seen the shine, that was so strong, that burns the light inside of me. And goes by, to leave me in confusion, with eyes wide open and lack of understanding.
New Music:
R.E.M. - Accelerate (2008))
Wumpscut - Dried Blood Of Gomorrha (2008)
Persephone - Letters To A Stranger (2007)
Serj Tankian - Elect The Dead (2007)
The Doors - The Doors (1967)
Wumpscut - Schaedling (2008) |
